Ballsy Goes Boing Boing Boing

His Royal Chumminess

2005-03-08T22:29:00.000+08:00

Randall blogs in honour of a visit from the great (fat)man himself...His Royal Chumminess! it has been a busy week...n it is a busy night so...well...here it is...im quite out of sorts now n feeling abit cranky...have to rush form one meeting to another...n some lame project for fabric of the nation!

m tired

tired

tired

tired

tired

tired

but shall continue...

chumpire!! gahh!!!

Autistic Guys

2005-02-22T19:15:00.000+08:00

hoho im back! x)
anywayy...life has been...eventful...
e maths test, amaths test, phy test, hist test, ss test, geog test...lyk woah...how eventful can life get!
k...bout today...
ms goh came to class with a new theory of hers to share with us...
"all guys are autistic...it's only the degree of autism"
"when i compare u guys with the cedar girls comprehension that you did and the discovery made by scientists that there are only male autistic people, i found a steady resemblance." =.=
oh pls ms goh...
heh...oh n mr sirhan came to class again...n started talking bout kimchi...sighh...how could they...bad to talk bout ppl behind their backs...tsk...
oh n ms thor came in to class n she pms-ed again saying (in chinese) "u have dunno how many 1000 maths test, y get so excited! (slams)"
hey ms thor! common test!!! =.=
well...seems lyk the teachers themselves are getting quite restless too...
okok...back to work...
n sorry for the long droughts in my blog
ill try my best to update often...
x)

The Day We Started

2005-02-12T19:57:00.000+08:00

Happy CNY!
well i just came back from malaysia missing school on tuesday n friday...guess i got lots to catch up...well...m'sia was fun...firecrackers n stuff that Singapore doesn't allow...went to some kampong house n catch chickens...and well...played cards with ringgit...yeahh...guess i din win much after i changed it back to sing dollars...=.= did a lil shopping...but it's the same ol' stuff...well...n i missed the psb convention thingy? well guessed it went alrite..n now im at home recuperating while the psfs are out sucking in all the food that the teachers promised them...poor teachers! haha but those guys better eat my fill...=D kk i need to go find out abt my hw now...=(

"The Day We Started"
this is love my dear, but somethings aren't so clear; like when you close your eyes, do you dream of better times. we're touching the pen to the paper and drawing new lines. (i know that) i found truth in you, i knew the day we started. love dies too, missing you since the day we parted. nothing stays the same, with every loss you'll find gain. i'm searching for a new hope, love comes quick but fades slow. we're writing the words to the song we started years ago.

how far is heaven?

2005-02-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Vamanos!

Save me from this prison
Lord, help me get away
'Cause only you can save me now
From this misery

Well I've been lost in my own place
And I'm getting' weary
How far is heaven?
And I know that I need to change
My ways of living
How far is heaven?
Lord, can you tell me?

I've been locked up way too long
In this crazy world
How far is heaven?
I just keep on prayin', Lord
I just keep on livin'
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)
How far is heaven?
(I just gotta know how far it is)
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)

'Cause I know there's a better place
In this place I'm livin'
How far is heaven?
So I just got to show some faith
And just keep on givin'
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord can you tell me)
How far is heaven?
(I just gotta know how far it is)
How far is heaven?
(Oh, Lord, can you tell me?)
How far is heaven?
I just gotta know how far
I just wanna know how far

rising stars...

2005-01-22T15:01:00.000+08:00

another boring saturday afternoon

well...anywayy...this morning i went for "training" for napfa n so i ran 5.6km from my house to bukit batok nature reserve...n den back againn...yeahh...actl...theodore n i were suppose to run at bukit batok but we were too tired n decided to walk...
yeahh n we saw this ang moh with these 2 dogs...n one of the dog tried to bite a chinese guy...n so the chinese guy quarrelled with that ang moh hu is probably a french due to his somewhat arrogant accent...n the frenchman started saying "fork you" hahaha well...the chinese guy din retaliate...hmm...very surprising indeed...haha anywayy...im suppose to continue this strenous training till the 28th of january...sighh

ok...so lets tok abt ytd instead...hari raya haji...went to theodore's house to do e maths project on reflection...well almost done except for the reflections on reflection part...heh...after that...we went to play pool at beauty world...it was lyk...packed with josephians? this explains why so many ppl fail their biweekly...hahahaha anywayy...after that...they decided to go play lan...oh pls...lan is boring...kk..so they went to bukit timah shopping centre...on the way there...we decided to le parkour...so we jumped across the ESCALATOR n stuff n jumped across a flight of steps...well...we are budding free-runners! -grins n i went home...cuz lan is just too boring for me...anywayy they cldn't get coms too haha n they went to watch electra n stuff...

that's abt all...tmrw...cat class...and another round of lesson on the ten commandments...thou shalt continue doing my history notes...Amen

ballsy's back!

2005-01-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! wel...it's been a long time aint it! hehe sorry for those ppl who so passionately(is that the right word to use?!?) visited my blog n who are so nice to keep reminding me to "UPDATE MY BLOG! -MSN SIGH EMOTICON" heh well ballsy's back in business!

well...the new year has been fairly...okie dokie...except for the continuous flow of assignments and tasks given my cca as well as my training. sighh...but everything has settled down n hope for the best for this yr. well...its not that gd to tell ppl bout ur private stuff cuz it gets spread very...easily...n they start coming out with...lil...teasers? really funny guys! =.=

well today there was the inaugural service whereby student leaders of the "highest" position received their letter of appointment. well it was some kinda ego booster i think...we din rili need to hav those kinda things...student leader should lead from the heart...and not becuz of worldly gains...i sound wise don't i! haha well saket was boo-ed at when he received his letter of appointment for gym captain...well that's sad...but...i dunno...i can't comment...im only a small lil treasurer collecting $$$ heh...

so they had this "saket strike" n all the seniors din go for training xcept me and perry n saket(duhh)...well...i had some fun...teaching ppl how to faint...but it was dangerous i must admit...n i regret teaching those kiddos...they are abusing it...god pls let them know the dangers of this stupid lil faint thingy n stop doin it...it's only in case of self-defence...yeapp...

n well...this new year seems a lil...positive but i don't rili wanna think bout life after sji...it's still too early...oh yah n to all the 406 guys...we gonna do a class jersey...so if u guys agree we wud go forward as planned! XD

yeahh so ive blogged so yeahh...see you when i get nagged at to update again! =P

Which traveller are you??

2004-12-31T11:04:00.000+08:00

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Which Saiyuki weapon would you fight with?

2004-12-31T10:59:00.000+08:00

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Which Saiyuki weapon would you fight with??

day after day

2004-12-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

how boring can the holidays be...
can't seem to settle down on my homework n stuff to do before the term starts again
looking forward...it's gonna b a hard yr ahead...
well...had this "family" gathering on sunday....
all turned out quite well n everybody had their share of laughter, fun n of cuz not forgetting...those "love at first sight" things...ahahhaa..hmmm...lol..
anywayy im leavin for kl on thursday, 'll only b back on sat.
do some shopping...get some sleep after those never-ending training sessions
n perhaps do some work there too...
dun think i wud spend much time slackin anymore...
juz feel soo.....weirdd....
lol >.< anywayy...i UPDATED MY BLOG PIGGY!
-nudge

What Number Are You?

2004-12-08T15:17:00.000+08:00

You Are the Helper

2

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

What number are you?

new skin!

2004-12-05T13:02:00.000+08:00

haha sorry peeps...
here's my new skin n err...an update after a long while
well...the holidays hav been eventful...yeapyeapyeap
class chalet, gym chalet, beijing trip yeahh n more to come...
ermm...oh n i juz heard that the person i prayed for every nite is recovering!
haha thank u god! =D
n...well...sumfin...lets say...sumfin rili cool happened during these holidays too...hahaha
wun say anything...
continue guessing! =P
hmm...n i think i saw someone...
haha...i dunno...all happened so fast...
k im goin to novena church ltr so cya peeps!

Sorry...

2004-10-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

to all my frens out there...

Sorry if i've offended u in things i said...
in wad i do...
in my actions...
i ask for your forgiveness...

to the people i love...
Sorry if my thoughts,
my words,
my moments of rash-ness,
my empty promises,
my bad temper that i expressed without heeding your feelings,
n my negative image on life...
i ask for your forgiveness

to a rili special person whom i've neva spoken to...only once...
I try my bez to pray every nite for you...
so that you will get well soon...
but that's all i can do...
n i hate myself for this...
i hate myself for calling u a "bitch" when u told my mum i was a poser...
even though i din tell u that right in the face...
i was always thinking of it...
until i heard from my mum...
u were right...
i was a poser...mayb still am...
but u made an impact in my life...
u changed alot of things...
now i feel so guilty badmouthing u...
all those thoughts that run thru' my mind about u...
even though u live so near to me...
i simply can't do anything but pray...
it'll b a blessing if u could chance upon my blog..
so i juz wanna tell u...
n all my frens...
im sorry for everything i've done in the past
i love u peeps...
n i wanna thank all of you for changing my life...

n freed me from myself...=)

rest in peace...

2004-10-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

LEAVE ME ALONE!

Thank You

Results!!!

2004-10-19T19:02:00.000+08:00

the results were out today...man it was bad...but not that bad...quite good actl...but not that good anyway...lol it was just lyk...average la...but its so fortunate that i passed everything...but im seriously not happy with my results...bleahh...im gonna work harder denn...so holidays gonna be boring again...school's ending in a week...peeps asking me to get a gal but its easier said than done...lol...kk...im goin back to having fun rather than blogging these mundane stuff...well this song "im with you" by avril is dedicated to THE avril lavigne who write her messages in CAPS! thanks for visiting my blog..lol...im so touched...=P

tiredd....

2004-10-18T20:13:00.000+08:00

oh man...exams results tmr...so dead...hopefully can achieve better n get my guitar...sheesh...feeling the tension now...n dam tired after psltc...missed training cuz i slept too long....blahhh...everyone seems sad...sighh...nvm...this song is dare you to move by switchfoot enjoy folks! =)

Ordinary

2004-10-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

heyy back again...most of u peeps still studyin yea lol...exams are over for me...PSLTC'04 is nearing as well as my beijing trip woot...can't wait for 'em to come...well...wanna relax again n listen to great songs...here's ordinary by train - Spidey 2 OST

Whose eyes am I behind
I don’t recognize anything that
I seeWhose skin is this design
I don’t want this to be the way that you see me

I don’t understand anything anymore
In this world that I’m tired of
Is taking me right up these walls
That I climb up
To get to your story
It’s anything but ordinary

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I get nothing but left behind
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine‘
Cause your what I need so very but im anything but ordinary

Can you save me from this world of mine
Before I get myself arrested with this expectation
You are the one look what you’ve done
What have you done?
This is not some kind of joke
You’re just a kid
You weren’t ready for what you did

And when the world is on its knees with me its fine
And when I come to the rescue I do it for you time after time
Everybody seems to be getting what they need, where's mine
‘Cause you what I need so very but im anything but ordinary
I think im trying to save the world for you
You’ve been saving me too
We could just stay in and save each other

Im anything but ordinary (ordinary)
Im anything but ordinary (ordinary)

My BOO!

2004-10-09T16:45:00.000+08:00

heyya...im mugging now...another song for u peeps to relax with...Usher's My Boo feat. Alicia Keys...Enjoy n Study Hard! =D

Usher
There's always that one person that will always have your heart
You never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby, you will always be my boo

Alicia Keys
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh
it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Usher Verse
Do you remember girl, who was he one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
Girl I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia
Now if you loved when we were younger you were mine
And when I see from time to time I still feel like, (that's my baby)
And if I see you no matter how I try to hide (I can't hide it)
And even though there's another man who's in my life, you will always be my boo

Alicia Verse
Yes I remember boy, cause after we kissed I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy, the moment I knew you were the one I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame and people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Bridge
My ooh my ohh my ohh my ohh my boo (repeat)

Chorus:
Usher
It started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)
Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)
Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)
And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my boo

Alicia
I don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh
it'sthe only way we know how to rock (repeat)

Exams...

2004-10-06T22:00:00.000+08:00

heyya back again...chem paper today was...bad...realli bad...as in seriously...bad...but its quite ok actl...at least i managed to finish the paper...lol...anyway...i shud be mugging so to all my frens...gd luck n if u are relaxing n de-stressing from revision n visiting my blog...enjoy the times by our calling! study hard peeps! =D

time flies...

2004-09-29T21:23:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if there is anything to live for in this world...exams is arnd the corner...n somehow i dun feel the urgency to start on anything...
i dun feel anything nowadays...
laughing with my pals in school...
studying lyk crap at home...
sleeping with neither dreams nor nightmares...
everyday is a routine...
i realize how much i am a failure in life...
everything i've hoped for have went down the drain...
every single day leaves me exhausted...trying to catch my breath...
drowning my sorrows in a pile of books...
happiness has been something of the past...
somebody save me....

psf (logistics) meeting

2004-09-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

holla...back again...today had psf (logistics) meeting! haha it was kinda fun...esp. the assignment of each psf to their groups...heyy for those who did not get they group that they wanted...dun blame us...we were juz picking lots...so...juz try to bond with ur partner well...heh...anywayy...shudn't go into details but i got into HERMANO!!! was my 2003 psltc grp...juz dam happy to be in it again...n shower i/c will b kinda fun too! haha after much persuasion from NANNY BINNI! n the other psfs...decided to stay on...n...work hard in my studies! ill do my bez!! so rawk on ppl...im glad to b back in schl...haha...tmr we'll hav hair check! ooo scary...! take care ppl!

to psls n psfs

2004-09-11T22:47:00.000+08:00

heyy to all those psls n psfs...pls dun ask me y i wanted to make the decision of quitting the board...i juz hav too much commitments such as my CCAs n schoolwork n i feel that this board would be more of a burden n i wun be able to give my best for the board...so when i rili do quit...i hope the guy hu takes my place...will do his bez for the school and lead by example...rmb...the rgs gals n status are nt wad is impt in becoming a psf...it is what u do for others n the society...sincerity n sensitivity...anywayy...thanx for all ur concern...wish u guys all the bez in ur studies n take care...

OBS

2004-09-03T21:03:00.000+08:00

mann...OBS was GREAT! Magellan Rawks n it was juz soo...peaceful there...away from the bloody crapshit im receiving in the hectic n stressful life im leading...wish i cld've stayed there longer...get away from all these crap...but here i am...back again...

Day 1
kinda cooll...met my watch-mates n instructor...Magellan was my watch...Juansa was my instructor...damn she's cool...n Colombus was our buddy-watch...their instructor, Louis, another cool chap...first day was all kinda introductory...quite boringg...quickly got over with

Day 2
mann...i had a gd time...esp. camping by the sea...overlooking singapore...crap...i was waiting to get back to civilisation....cooking maggi mee on the beach with a mess tin...wondering wad is happening back in mainland...it was juz great sitting by the beach...reflecting on everything i've done...everything im doin...n everythin im gonna do in the future...

Day 3
was startin to be kinda pissed with my watch-mates...well...some of em...they can't seem to take the initiative to reach out their hands n help....but sighh...gotta accept em for hu they are...n pray that they'll survive in the jungle if stranded alone....well it was kinda cool...trekkin n singin to our campsite...brought Colombus n Magellan together man...we rawk Sean n the singin pals! haha n we had a small campfire with a candle in the middle while the others from Marco Polo were shouting "Mahathiar...i noe ur wife is a cow!" across the channel to johore...bloody fools...but kinda cooll....n i learnt a new songg frm my ncc chaps

"If I were a nigga's son
n if i were to marry
i would marry
a nigga's daughter
more than anybody

Cuz she is black
n i m black
n we are black together

in the middle
of the night
WE CAN'T SEE EACH OTHER" >.<

Day 4
had lots of fun on day 4...as we did water rafting...man at the 80m deep quarry...shiok-or-not n Marco Polo did their "virgin nam jin" crrap...lol...had the flying fox too....quite cool...although it was juz few seconds of adrenaline...again...camped beside a beach...man the wind was really blowing...sat outside...n talked till curfew...last nite of the camp...

Day 5
packed up...ready to go....quite sad....din wanna leave the peace n serenity of ubin...but...wad to do...went bk to singapore....went to kfc...n went back home....civilisation wasn't really wad i hoped for anyway...all the noises starts pounding into my ears again...along with feelings n stressfulness that i've long forgotten in the camp...i belong to the outdoors man....

God...sent me to where I belong...where problems are few....and peacefulness...abundant...

Thank You Juansa and Louis as well as all the other instructors in OBS, the new frens i made...n God for giving me this once in a lifetime experience...bonding with nature...away from the chaos of the world...all the teachings n lessons ive learnt...are greatly appreciated....im gonna stay strong...even thru these stressful times n rise up to the occasion...

To all my frens esp. those psfs...i may wanna leave the board...due to commitment to studies...if i really cannot cope...i'll try my best though...so as to serve as well as be a gd eg. to our juniors by being better in my studies...

To end...A quote from Juansa to me...made quite an impact to me...hopefully it makes an impact to ur life...

"A leader not only leads the way
But shows the way
And also leads the way."

-Ballsy rolls on in life

She's so highh...

2004-08-24T21:42:00.000+08:00

She's blood, flesh and bone
No tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound

But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
Yeah, yeah

'Cause she's so high...
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high...
Like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or Aphrodite
She's so high...
High above me

First class and fancy free
She's high society
She's got the best of everything

What could a guy like me
Ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be
Why should I even bother?

'Cause she's so high...
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high...
Like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or Aphrodite
She's so high...
High above me

She comes to speak to me
I freeze immediately
'Cause what she says sounds so unreal

But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

'Cause she's so high...
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high...
Like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or Aphrodite
She's so high...
High above me

I Miss You...

iris - goo goo dolls

2004-08-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
And I’d give up forever to touch you
‘Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that I’ll ever be
And I don’t wanna go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t wanna miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
‘Cause I don’t think that they’d understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know...who I am...

common tests

2004-08-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

ok to start off...i wanna say that common test...was...really badd....totally not what i expected...i studied..but sighhh...haha...nvm hope n prayy...the week was kinda nonsensical...after common tests...on saturday, had flag day...not realli flag day lo... cuz we were slackin n watched Tweens Effect 2?! Reallyy stupid show...my 8.50 went down the drain...well den i met SOME PPL...lol =PpP n it was quite...dunno how to put it...awkward lo...smth lyk that...goshh...i dun wanna get bk my results...sheesh...guess i need to face reality...hopefully nt as bad as i expect it'll b!

Ballsy rollin out...

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2004-08-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE!!!

holidays wasn't that funn...the happiest moment was that...I SAW MY ZOOKEEPER! hahaha she was standing at the balcony...staring down...wahh damn scary...hahaha she looked so...haha nvm...shan't say...after those siao siao "happyfamily" ppl come tease me again...anywae abt happiefamily...im made the "papa"?!? make me sound so old...heh...ohh

S'pore Idol Rawks!!!
I find it funnier than American Idol
the stripper...
the banana man...
the lemon tree man...i wonder how i wonder why...why in the world did he sing that song!?!?
the sing with the stomach guy...goshh wth did he sing?
anywae it was kinda fun actually
kk hen xiang yi ge ren wor...hehe take care everyone...

Ballsy rollin to study table n mugs for common test...

sorry

2004-08-06T21:48:00.000+08:00

just wanna dedicate this song to a person that i...
love
care for
but...
did not do wad i promised...
again...
just wanna say...
i'm sorry...
and i wanna sing this song to u...

penny n me

2004-08-06T21:12:00.000+08:00

Cigars in the summertime under the sky by the light
I can feel you read my mind
I can see it in your eyes under the moon as it plays like music every line
There's a rug with bleeding dye under the fan in the room
Where the passions burning high by the chair with the leopard skin under the light
It's always Penny and me tonight

On the plane step up with both my feet
Riding in seat number 3 on a flight to NYC
Got my bean in a coffee cup next to my seat
Catch the view and another good book to read
Sending me home on the friendly skies
Missing her eyes
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Staring at a million city lights
But it's still Penny and I all alone beneath the sky
Feel the wind brushing slowly by
If I could soar I'd try to take these wings and fly
Away to where the leaves turn red
But no matter where I am instead
Singing along to feeling alright
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes, pretend to fly close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny likes to get away and drown her pain in lemonade
Penny dreams of rainy days and nights up late by the fireplace
And aimless conversations about the better days
Singing along to feeling alright, yeah
We'll make it by in the pink moonlight
It's always Penny and me tonight

Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down
Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground
And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies
Close our eyes pretend to fly
It's always Penny and me tonight

Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight
Penny and me tonight

She Will Be Loved!!!

2004-08-03T20:33:00.000+08:00

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times
but somehow I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

its been a long time...

2004-07-23T20:46:00.000+08:00

woot! its been a long time...kk here goess...apparently...Mr. Sirhan read my blogg...n wad to do? die lo lol...man i was juz kidding! ooo n he was really pissed today! on behalf of my class, very sorry mr sirhan! anyway had SVdP ExCo nominations today...wahh...dam scary mann...hahahha..hopefully can get the post of president..hahaha...hopefully...oh yahh...tmr is kindred spirit...hmm...hopefully it'll be nice >_< couldn't make it for psf interview...quite sad laa..wad to do? i feel so low man...lyk looked down upon...nvm...i dun need u guys...thank uu very much! XP oh n i forgot to bring back my a maths tys to do hw...die lo...hahaha oh shit yah today mrs tan was so scary...tore xingwei's n marcus' a maths test paper...wah sehh...relax mrs tan...u'll grow old faster if u are angry more often XP kk ballsy goin online nw...im disappointed, confused n partially retarded! XD

its too darn...boringg

2004-07-14T21:28:00.000+08:00

wahhh today woke up 5.30am...meet my fren...took bus to SJI bus-stop..n walked away from schl..woot! look at those astounded faces! ahahaha pwa thinggs! but we had to endure almost...12 hours of doing nth? gosh...gym comp was so bloody boring k! and the gals kept screaming that i jumped when i was peeing! so loud k! anywae sji, nygh, cjc n njc did well! well done peeps! tmr i wanna watch KING ARTHUR! unniiceeee!!! go with meee!!! hahaha oh yah...just remembered...i juz became a tutor! ahhaa trigonometry!! sheesh...kk...even though i din go schl..not much work to do man! can slack!! woot!

Ballsy is really tired and rollin onto bed

im gonna change for the better =D

2004-07-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

todayy...a maths was quite kewl...mrs tan with her usual "you ah! never do ur work! go n stand outside" mood...p.e. played rugby...which was kinda stupid...cuz we were lyk running around dunno where to go...=P..ooo physics was crazy again...mr sirhan seriously has a grudge with me...he n his sick thoughts...lol...rest of the day..kinda cooll...ohh...n the band from perth was totally awesome..esp. the drummer n that xylophonist...fast hands man!! not to forget that good singer? haha well...SOMEBODY'S singing is very good wor...listen nearly faint!! hahaha den went to Bishan Indoor Stadium watch my artistic gymnasts slack? heh...perry was acting cute with his 'jie' n kai...haha...made me feel lyk a *on light*..anywae...the most impt thing that happened to me...was not long ago...I'M SO SORRY KAIQI! i've been so mean to u...n i din keep my promises...i wud neva eva eva eva eva eva do this again...this is a REAL PROMISE...if i break it...i let u cut my limbs and make panda xoup...eeww...juz wanna noe...u've been really wonderful...hehe...thankiew for everything! =D I PROMISE I GONNA CHANGE!! n to kaiqi's tweenn...ermm...CHEER UP AND SMILE! =D though how hard life seem to be, u always have ur frens beside u... hehe...so to all the lonely hearts n depressed souls out there...do not think of wad has been done...rather...ask yourself wad u can do to make urself n others happy...yeahh...Ballsy's Words of Wisdom...must heed k! n i heeded my zookeeper's advice...she has been the besttt!!!!! -huggs =D

Ballsy rollin out!! =DDD

My Neeewwwwwww Blog!!!

2004-07-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

holla everybodyy...my 2nd blog after my first was...RUINED!?!? GRR...haha its ook marsha...dun blame uu...! man...these few days had been realli depressing...well...life's juz lyk that...im gonna carry on doin my work...bloggin took up quite alot of time on this boring sunday afternoon...hmm..shud i go for sunset mass? *taps toes* heh...c how! cya...

Ballsy stops rollin'